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The Lie of the Online Slave
“Please mistress, I don’t have any money but I will be your slave. I will do anything you ask of me” I receive offers like this several times per week, and as the pandemic stretches on the frequency continues to grow. I sympathize with these guys, I really do. Money is tight right now and they are looking to fulfill their desire to be dominated on a discount. They think, surely, offering up myself as a slave will be worthwhile, I will do anything she wants. It will be mutually beneficial! This is almost never the reality, especially as I am an online only sex worker. When someone says they…
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The Asexual Whore
I sometimes feel like a walking contradiction. My days are spent creating content and experiences for others to use for gratification, when in reality sex is something I rarely do. So much of my time is spent in the sphere of kink and sexuality that it is hard to ever pin down a moment where my thoughts aren’t touching on something erotic. Hypersexual and celibate at the same time, my existence has been a source of endless confusion to most people that have attempted to get me off. Why is it that when we talk about porn and masturbation everything is fine, but once the subject changes to their desire…
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No Nut November Week 4
I’ll call this week: the return to normalcy. I’m no doctor so I can’t be sure, but either my body has gotten used to not orgasming OR that time of the month severely dampens my libido. Sorry guys, I know you read my blog mainly to get off, but I’ve got to be honest. The week started normally, but as every day passed my desire to masturbate became less and less until eventually on Saturday I didn’t touch at all. Even Sunday and Monday when I did masturbate it was short lived, and my interest in porn had se verely declined. Sadly, I can’t stop my body from punishing me…
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No Nut November Week 3
This week was the peak of my libido- so much so that much of the week has been a blur. Every day I woke up horny and needy with one thing on my mind. I spent most mornings edging for an hour or two before leaving bed and masturbating constantly throughout the day. I felt the growing need to watch porn constantly this week too. I started having it on while I worked, while I watched tv, in the background of any regular activity. It was almost as if having it on in the background was me setting myself up for a miniature relapse where I would try to resist…
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Coming Out As a Solo Pornosexual
Something you might not know about me is that I get off on the idea of people finding out that I am a porn addicted masturbator. I think I hear someone once refer to this as a “disclosure fetish”. Whatever it is, I fantasize frequently about telling people about this part of my life. Since consent is key in these type of situations, I have not actually told many people about this part of my life ( in a way where I was getting off on it)- I mostly have kept it in my mind. But, since it is November I have gone 17 days without an orgasm and let’s…
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No Nut November Week 2
If the first week was a a kindling flame, the second week was a raging furnace. In my pants. Seriously, though, there was only one thought in my head this week and it was something along the lines of: Oh my GOD I am so turned on! November 9-15th 2020 As every day passed I felt myself mentally slipping deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole of my own perversions. My normal triggers became even more hyperspecific and I felt myself becoming emotionally more open and vulnerable. At some points I felt euphoric love for pornography and the people around me that I’d trusted to come with me on this…
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No Nut November Week 1
Every year I take part in the infamous No Nut November- not for really any reason other than the fact that it increases my libido tenfold and strenghtens my love of masturbation and porn. I thought this year you all might enjoy hearing about my adventures in orgasm denial, so every tuesday I will be updating you on how the previous week went for me! No Nut November: 11/1-11/8 The first day of denying my orgasm is always always the hardest for me. Throughout the year I have been spoiling myself, cumming once twice or three times every day and completely losing the discipline I had built up over the…
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November Ruin
So close to cumming, I pull the vibrator away but my body aches for more stimulation. Slowly I bring it back to my clit and I feel myself rapidly reaching the edge again. I repeat this process, this rapid fire stop and go. I already know that when this starts over lost. I wont be able to resist bringing the buzzing toy back to more and more quickly every time. The images on the screen start to blur together while my mind is shoved into overdrive. I need to cum, but I cant cum. I’m not supposed to cum for a month. My body has other plans. Buzz, stop, buzz,…
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What Is Financial Domination- And What It Isn’t
Over the last several years the popularity of financial domination or “findom” has skyrocketed. Like anything that grows quickly this has led to a lot of misconceptions and falsehoods being perpetuated from dominants and submissives alike. Today I am here to set the record straight once and for all! What is Financial Domination? Financial domination is a relationship between a dominant and a submissive where the submissive gives gifts and money to their dominant. They may also give up complete financial control to their dominant, only recieving a small allowance each month and letting their dom take care of setting up bill payments, etc. In most of these relationships there…
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I’m Judging You Pervert- But Not the way you think
When I first get a message from a pervert I immediately start to judge them. No, not because of their kinks and fetishes, that’s the part I like. I’ve talked to people who’ve asked me to sit on cakes, pretend to be a giant, and other equally odd but harmless things. None of that bothers me, it’s fun! There are some things that are a huge turn off, though. These are the things I DO judge you for: Politeness I’m a sex worker, so I don’t exactly expect you to speak with my like I am your easily offended grandmother, but basic respect is a must. If you call me…
