About Emma
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The Asexual Whore
I sometimes feel like a walking contradiction. My days are spent creating content and experiences for others to use for gratification, when in reality sex is something I rarely do. So much of my time is spent in the sphere of kink and sexuality that it is hard to ever pin down a moment where my thoughts aren’t touching on something erotic. Hypersexual and celibate at the same time, my existence has been a source of endless confusion to most people that have attempted to get me off. Why is it that when we talk about porn and masturbation everything is fine, but once the subject changes to their desire…
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No Nut November Week 4
I’ll call this week: the return to normalcy. I’m no doctor so I can’t be sure, but either my body has gotten used to not orgasming OR that time of the month severely dampens my libido. Sorry guys, I know you read my blog mainly to get off, but I’ve got to be honest. The week started normally, but as every day passed my desire to masturbate became less and less until eventually on Saturday I didn’t touch at all. Even Sunday and Monday when I did masturbate it was short lived, and my interest in porn had se verely declined. Sadly, I can’t stop my body from punishing me…
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No Nut November Week 3
This week was the peak of my libido- so much so that much of the week has been a blur. Every day I woke up horny and needy with one thing on my mind. I spent most mornings edging for an hour or two before leaving bed and masturbating constantly throughout the day. I felt the growing need to watch porn constantly this week too. I started having it on while I worked, while I watched tv, in the background of any regular activity. It was almost as if having it on in the background was me setting myself up for a miniature relapse where I would try to resist…
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Coming Out As a Solo Pornosexual
Something you might not know about me is that I get off on the idea of people finding out that I am a porn addicted masturbator. I think I hear someone once refer to this as a “disclosure fetish”. Whatever it is, I fantasize frequently about telling people about this part of my life. Since consent is key in these type of situations, I have not actually told many people about this part of my life ( in a way where I was getting off on it)- I mostly have kept it in my mind. But, since it is November I have gone 17 days without an orgasm and let’s…
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No Nut November Week 1
Every year I take part in the infamous No Nut November- not for really any reason other than the fact that it increases my libido tenfold and strenghtens my love of masturbation and porn. I thought this year you all might enjoy hearing about my adventures in orgasm denial, so every tuesday I will be updating you on how the previous week went for me! No Nut November: 11/1-11/8 The first day of denying my orgasm is always always the hardest for me. Throughout the year I have been spoiling myself, cumming once twice or three times every day and completely losing the discipline I had built up over the…
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What Is Financial Domination- And What It Isn’t
Over the last several years the popularity of financial domination or “findom” has skyrocketed. Like anything that grows quickly this has led to a lot of misconceptions and falsehoods being perpetuated from dominants and submissives alike. Today I am here to set the record straight once and for all! What is Financial Domination? Financial domination is a relationship between a dominant and a submissive where the submissive gives gifts and money to their dominant. They may also give up complete financial control to their dominant, only recieving a small allowance each month and letting their dom take care of setting up bill payments, etc. In most of these relationships there…
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I’m Judging You Pervert- But Not the way you think
When I first get a message from a pervert I immediately start to judge them. No, not because of their kinks and fetishes, that’s the part I like. I’ve talked to people who’ve asked me to sit on cakes, pretend to be a giant, and other equally odd but harmless things. None of that bothers me, it’s fun! There are some things that are a huge turn off, though. These are the things I DO judge you for: Politeness I’m a sex worker, so I don’t exactly expect you to speak with my like I am your easily offended grandmother, but basic respect is a must. If you call me…
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Why I Haven’t Done Mainstream Porn
My friends in gooner circles love to say “Oh, Emma’s a porn star now!” It’s sweet, although untrue. While I do have a solo video on a mainstream site, it was shot and filmed in my own home. I’ve never actually been filmed professionally. Here’s why: Organization I am a bit of a neurotic perfectionist. I like my schedules, I like my reminder apps, and most importantly I like control. Before I enter into any situation I like to know every possible detail so that I can mentally prepare myself for all possible scenarios. This was especially true when I began reaching out to studios about filming. It was initially…
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My Experience on Cam Sites
Cam Girl Vol. 1 My first time on a cam site was in 2015. I have a hard time remembering which site it was, but I believe it was Chaturbate. I was freshly 19, had no idea at all how to figure out my profits from the tokens, and was extremely meek and trusting. My name on the site was xoabbixo and I never quite got used to having the alias. Most of my time on the site was spent chatting in my room, occasionally showing off my breasts. The real fun came in the private sessions. There I would ride my dildos, masturbate, and just generally fulfill the desires…
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BBW- My Love/Hate Relationship
For those of you that don’t know me: I’m fat. I have stretch marks, my thighs jiggle, and I have back rolls. In the porn world we call someone with my body type a BBW, which stands for Big Beautiful Woman. I’ve always had a love hate relationship with this term- mostly because I’ve had a love hate relationship with my own body. A Constant Reminder When I first entered the world of adult entertainment around 19 I was extremely uncomfortable with the way I looked (god, if I could have that body back!!). Growing up, I never was the girl that had a lot of attention. Middle school in…
